PTSD Support Group

might be put on medicine just afraid it will change my personality

I just feel $&@-$ off today. There's no better description than that. I'm mad

Is it normal to just be in an excruciating amount of mental anguish? Are there a lot of other people who experience this? I'm just in so much mental pain it's making me physically sick and I feel like I can't keep going like this.

Not an easy day, but I have had worse ones... trying to stay focused on tasks/goals anything to shut off the pain inside.