PTSD Support Group
I've finally hit rock bottom. I was slipping down this big dark hole and now I feel like I've hit the bottom and I just can't see a way out.
I'm so scared and so lonely. What's happened to me :-(
I'm scared what I might do.
I want so badly to start a relationship, but every time I start to get close to someone I watch my walls begin to start. I watch this, and can do nothing to stop it.
What do I do? Is this normal?
I need sleep but I'm out of my medicines and really not feeling good. Its already 7:08 am here. Everyone is waking up and i hurt to bad to sleep. My neck hurts so bad. I really hate days like these.. Hugs.